story of my life searching for da right but it keeps avoiding me sorrow in my soul cause it seems that wrong really loves my company he's more than a man and this is more than love the reason that this guy is blue the clouds are rolling in because i'm gone again and to him i just can't be true and i know that he knows i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy i can see him dying i don't wanna do this anymore i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don't wanna hurt him anymore i don't wanna take away his life i don't wanna be... a murderer i feel it in the air as i'm doing my hair preparing for another day a kiss up on my cheek he's here reluctantly as if i'm gonna be out late i say i won't be long just hanging with the girls a lie i didn't have to tell because we both know where i'm about to go and we know it very well cause i know that he knows i'm unfaithful and it kills him inside to know that i am happy with some other guy i can see him dying i don't wanna do this anymore i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don't wanna hurt him anymore i don't wanna take away his life i don't wanna be... a murderer our love his trust i might as well take a gun and put it to his head get it over with i don't wanna do this anymore (anymore) i don't wanna do this anymore i don't wanna be the reason why everytime i walk out the door i see him die a little more inside i don't wanna hurt him anymore i don't wanna take away his life i don't wanna be... a murderer (a murderer) no no no no yeah yeah yeah