Yo It’s been 3 years since we first went out It was kinda weird, we ain’t from the same town Met you on the net and you said you rolled with playas And you loved to sex so I gave you all my paper I did you, the same way that they did you It’s all good cuz my homies said that shit’s cool Not until you told me about your story Of where you came from and how you went to glory Did I feel you, spending hours just to sit and Listen, you said your life was written F***ed with you again but this time it was different Got a deeper style, just to dick ya down You always made me smile, when they tried to break me down Walked together in the rain on a day I took you out When I was all alone there was no one else but you You’re a part of my life, and I love you [Hook] I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind [Verse 2] Time went by and we grew up together Been dreaming about living with you forever And how I was going to buy cribs and cars How our love gonna shine with the stars But things went wrong as the years progressed cuz I couldn’t get signed and it brought me more stresses Without money I’m gonna be a starver And honey when I’m starving I ain’t gonna even bother Thought my girl couldn’t make my life better So I left, I just wanna make that chedda You didn’t say a word when I said I gotta split Cuz in fact, you got done by a lot of other’s dicks Kinda wack, cuz I missed how I did it Couldn’t stand it when I heard how people hit it I went on with my life it was alright Just couldn’t sleep without you in the cold nights [Hook] I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind [Verse 3] It’s ironic how I always ran into you I saw you, almost everywhere I went to On the street, in the malls or in the clubs Hanging out with the ballers and the thugs It was sad but I didn’t know how to change it When your men always taking you for granted You changed too, and I just didn’t feel you It broke my heart when I knew that they had killed you Now I’m sitting here writing this letter Just to let you know that I love you forever Hoping that you’ll be resurrected some day You are Hip Hop, I call you my soulmate [Bridge] I'd never want to see you unhappy I thought you'd want the same for me [Hook] I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind I cannot go to the ocean I cannot drive the streets at night I cannot wake up in the morning Without you on my mind